I wake up on Monday morning and go through my morning routine (The Miracle Morning), which I will share in another post. I should, for all reasons, be happy and looking forward to a beautiful day; but no! I have depression and today it wants to rule and drag me down. It sucks!
I should be happy because I had a fabulous weekend. I enjoyed time with my husband, we shopped together, cooked together, cozied up and watching tv together, talked about how much we are in love and of our future plans together. I had a pleasant conversation with my son who is a Marine stationed in Okinawa Japan. Found the perfect gift for my Grandson, Liam, who will be 2 next week (and is with this Mommy and Daddy in Okinawa). To top it off, my youngest son’s hockey team won the State Championship for the 5th year in a row. Happy times.
I am going to use my energy and force myself to think positive, to talk positive to myself and after posting this, will not mention the word depression. I am committed to forcing depression into remission today. I refuse to let it take hold today!